happy birthday, kang yeosang
really, i know this isnt much, but i wanted to give you a little something for your birthday. i wanted to thank you for being an amazing person, for being my best friend, everything i really could have ever wanted. im so glad we walked down this road together, that we found each other and ever since then we've been insperable. you deserve the world, and even though i painfully cannot give that to you, i just hope that the small fraction that i can give you is worth it. i hope that your days are always as good and happy as you are, that the sun always shines on you, and that when there's rain there will be an umbrella to keep you safe from the storm. you're another year older, another year wiser, and im so amazed by who you are as a person. i've watched you grow more and more confident through the years, i've gotten to see you flourish into the person that you are now. and every day i thank my lucky stars that i get to have you in my life. im truly blessed to be alive at the same time as you, even more so since we're so connected. so really, thank you for letting me into your life. thank you for being born. its a weird thing to thank someone for, i guess, 'cause its not like they had a choice in anything, but its the sentiment, right? ah, i think im rambling again. oops, i guess. either way, you're amazing, you know that? i'll spend the rest of my days, as much oxygen i can spare, to tell you that.
just remember...
i <3 you
i always will
being without you is unbearable
first of all, isnt this little bear so cute (both of them really, but the one on the bottom)? the second i saw it, it reminded me of you. honestly, all the little things remind me of you, too. from the smell of fresh vanilla, to the sound of rain falling on the roof, to the brush of really soft fabric against the skin. to me, you are all things good, and you will always be. i think im the luckiest guy, not only to be alive at the same time as an absolute god like you, but to be able to call you mine. it's a dream come true. you're a dream come true. you're my dream come true.
i know we've talked about it before, but im so glad you're part of my forever. im glad you're the one who has my heart and a good chunk of my firsts... do you promise to take the rest of them, too? i trust you, with my whole heart.
yeah, i've been a fan of yours for so long, but it goes past that. its not just a fanboy crush anymore, i got to know the real you, and i can honestly say that i've fallen more and more in love with you every single day since i first met you. so thank you, for letting me in, for letting me love you. i know it'll take some time, for you to get used to it, but i want you to know im in it for the long run. im not going to run away. i'll be here.
i know it's not much, but i got you a little present for your birthday. its really small, can fit in the palm of your hand, so you can take it with you wherever you want and have a piece of me wherever you go.
happy birthday, mister kim jongin. i hope you have a great one this year, and every year after this, too. let's spend more and more together, yeah? i promise i'll make each and every birthday worth it.
i love you beary much